streda 30. januára 2008

pondelok 28. januára 2008

Scouting



Scouting - that´s fight, extremes, help, service, fun, courage and lot more...

piatok 25. januára 2008

The another half

Today I was studying philosophy (which I wanted to give up but sometimes I think that once I will write a book with my own philosophical theory :-)) and also I was walking around our river. It was beautiful weather and I couldn´t stay at home so I went out and was trying to read while walking - it is very effective!!
But what I want to write about - I was thinking about my friends who are about 21 and already has children! I don´t feel like having children in this age! (I was born when my mum was 21!) I need first to know myself and then I can have and grow up my own child!!! How they can know themselves in such age?!
And my deduction is that Plato was probably really right when he wrote that we are looking for our "other halves"! May be when we find our real half, we start to know ourselves. So we are recognizing ourselves actually through somebody else :-)
May be I am just getting crazy and I should really stop studying philosophy. Or may be not...

utorok 22. januára 2008

Beautiful Day

It looks like spring is coming! I know that it is not the end of winter but it is no nice to have some nice days in January! Yesterday I went for a hike with my friend :-) It was just GREAT! We were talking about changes in our lives - we didn´t chat like this for a year so there was a lot of things to talk about! 6 hours of walking and talking and now I feel like something big felt from my heart - I am sharing all my troubles with somebody else so they don´t seem so big! And I feel that everything is gonna be OK, all my problems will be solved! May be now it is not ideal but again I have HOPE and I feel happy! May be a bit exhausted but ´cause yesterday I reached my limit and even got through it I feel like I relieved from something...
Few days before were really bad and I really disapointed some people (and myself as well) and I said to myself that I really need to change! And this could be the beginning :-) I don´t know if it is really understandable what I wanted to say, it´s like my confession... Once again I am really sorry what I have (or haven´t) done... Life is too short for disapointing people around us!

piatok 18. januára 2008

Special talent

Right now I should be writing an exam in Bratislava. Instead I´m sitting in front of my computer 80 km far from my school! Why? Because that stupid train doesn´t run on Fridays!! Cool! This is first exam because of which I couldn´t sleep at night! I have some special talent for starting and not finishing things! I feel like an idiot!!!

štvrtok 17. januára 2008

Most ridiculous British laws

1. It is illegal to die in the Houses of Parliament (27%)

2. It is an act of treason to place a postage stamp bearing the British monarch upside-down (7%)

3. In Liverpool, it is illegal for a woman to be topless except as a clerk in a tropical fish store (6%)

4. Mince pies cannot be eaten on Christmas Day (5%)

5. In Scotland, if someone knocks on your door and requires the use of your toilet, you must let them enter (4%)

6. In the UK a pregnant woman can legally relieve herself anywhere she wants, including in a policeman's helmet (4%)

7. The head of any dead whale found on the British coast automatically becomes the property of the King, and the tail of the Queen (3.5%)

8. It is illegal not to tell the tax man anything you do not want him to know, but legal not to tell him information you do not mind him knowing (3%)

9. It is illegal to enter the Houses of Parliament in a suit of armour (3%)

10. In the city of York it is legal to murder a Scotsman within the ancient city walls, but only if he is carrying a bow and arrow (2%)


If we had on Realia lesson exam from these rules I am sure I would pass it :-)))

streda 16. januára 2008

Snem

At least looks like doing something :-)))

sobota 12. januára 2008

Bobule (CZ)



New czech movie - looks good - with great song "Atentát" from Krystof :-)))
"Guys, don´t drive the car when you are drunk - drunk driver, happy murderer."
"Come to the cinema to see how we live here ..."

nedeľa 6. januára 2008

God is not winking

"This world is the best of possible worlds"... Before a few days I would say What a bullshit Mr. Leibniz? You didn´t live during WWs and you were probably a big optimist loving this world too much! But I was - very angry - talking about this opinion with my mother and - sometimes it is great that we have totally different opinions - she told me very interesting thing. That this world was created as the best of possible words but that were us who fucked it all up! That´s actually better teodicea like Leibniz´s - that if there wasn´t evil we would not be trying to reach better world!
And another nice opinion is that the God is not winking! It comes from Berkeley´s philosophy that God have to be still looking at this universe because only what is in his mind does really exist. So he can´t wink ´cause world would dissapear for a second...
It would be so great if I remembered all the philosophers like this two... but I just have a big mix in my mind and I have an exam in two days...

Stuck in my past

I found what is my problem. I am stuck in my past and my second mind is still full of that particular time!!! And I can´t move on. May be I would be able to move but then there is a question if I really want to and I am still not ready for that... Outside is cold winter but I still live in summer... May be it is that what is helping me to survive but when it all inside of me fall on one big pile it is what is pulling me down... One part of me would love to move on but another is saying me that I am still not ready for that... OMG it is such a long time and I am not able to move on!!!

streda 2. januára 2008